It felt like my stomach just fell out of my butt...

 When you notice he's looking at you, you fangirl over nothing. At that point you actually get butterflies in your stomach. I used to think it was all just a ''myth'' but it's not. I got it. But then you sit for a moment and wonder, ''why would he be looking at me?'' It's a confusing question. You have never talked to him before and you barely know anything about him and he knows nothing about you. But when you have gotten the time to think about it you notice he's looking at your best friend. Why wouldn't he? She's perfect isn't she? Sometimes thinking just ruines everything. But I couldn't get pissed of at her, she didn't do a shit. So you just feel like running, hiding, crying... Getting away from everyone. Maybe it's an overreaction.. but this is more then a teenage crush.